Saturday, Jan. 03, 2004 - 3:55 pm
the meaning of all of me.
yes, i finished the layout. sadly enough, there's a tie to inuyasha in it but it's not much of one... just her being in the tree. it went with the end of what i wrote the other day when i got home that night in a sense. for those who don't wanna click, i'll repeat:

--the forrest spirit looks around the forrest before bed, making sure things are as they should be. she finds that the fear and anger have melted away, seeing tiny scars where they once were, though she knows they were much larger. after one last check, she stretches before jumping up into her tree, sharpening her claws on the way up. swishing her tail contentedly, the tiger spirit lays her head down into her paws and gently closes her eyes for the night, letting out a solitary tear for the entire forrest before falling asleep.--

the song in and of itself has been reminding me of two people lately, and since wednesday another... so i found it only fitting to make the layout now instead of putting it off. i'd told myself that i would wait until february for another layout, but i couldn't help it. i know i've had a layout involving my immortal before, or at least involving the lyrics in the background, but it's inevitable i would end up using it again. this song just fits too many aspects in my life, and as things keep changing... so does its meaning.

it's not my best work, but it's the best i can do right now. and i like it, which is all that matters... that, and people in 800x600 were favored for this one. no more bitching at me about scrolling over.


+ your eyes as we said our goodbyes +

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i'm under your spell
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friends

listening to
+ please be careful with my heart // ricky martin ft. madonna
+ what am i to you? // norah jones
+ you're beautiful // james blunt
+ for you to notice // dashboard confessional
+ straitjacket feeling // the all-american rejects
+ without you // rent
+ only time // twelve girls band
+ rakuen // do as infinity
+ i'm movin' on // rascal flatts
+ so impossible // dashboard confessional
+ i should tell you // rent
+ i could not ask for more // edwin mccain
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ california (acoustic) // gone 'til november
+ na no hanabatake // do as infinity
+ creed // lullabye
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girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.