Sunday, Aug. 31, 2003 - 10:12 am
haunting me...
i just remembered something while reading for english, though i don't know how or why.

last night, i could clearly see amy's eyes. she has gorgeous, steely blue eyes that i've never really seen anyone with before. blue eyes yes, but not the steely color she has in hers. it seemed like i'd seen those eyes before, though i know i hadn't aside from pictures of her i've found... but part of me knows those eyes from somewhere. thinking back, i can't really think of anyone with a piercing blue gaze like hers... i have no clue where they could have been before last night.

the only thing i can come up with is maybe they were the same eyes i've seen in my dreams... it's been a while since i've seen that boy and even longer since the girl has crossed my mind at night. now i'm here trying to remember their eyes again, wondering if maybe they share the same eyes as amy lee or if i'm simply imagining knowing those eyes.

but i swear i've seen those eyes before... in person... and now they're haunting my mind and probably will until i figure out where i've seen them before.


+ your eyes as we said our goodbyes +

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listening to
+ please be careful with my heart // ricky martin ft. madonna
+ what am i to you? // norah jones
+ you're beautiful // james blunt
+ for you to notice // dashboard confessional
+ straitjacket feeling // the all-american rejects
+ without you // rent
+ only time // twelve girls band
+ rakuen // do as infinity
+ i'm movin' on // rascal flatts
+ so impossible // dashboard confessional
+ i should tell you // rent
+ i could not ask for more // edwin mccain
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ california (acoustic) // gone 'til november
+ na no hanabatake // do as infinity
+ creed // lullabye
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+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.