Saturday, Jun. 08, 2002 - 5:15 pm
kevin sharp // nobody knows it but me I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is a-tumblin' down
I can say it clearly but you're no where around

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words just couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

The nights are so lonely
The days are so sad
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me


+ your eyes as we said our goodbyes +

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friends

listening to
+ please be careful with my heart // ricky martin ft. madonna
+ what am i to you? // norah jones
+ you're beautiful // james blunt
+ for you to notice // dashboard confessional
+ straitjacket feeling // the all-american rejects
+ without you // rent
+ only time // twelve girls band
+ rakuen // do as infinity
+ i'm movin' on // rascal flatts
+ so impossible // dashboard confessional
+ i should tell you // rent
+ i could not ask for more // edwin mccain
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ california (acoustic) // gone 'til november
+ na no hanabatake // do as infinity
+ creed // lullabye
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girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.