Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 - 8:14 pm
have you ever been crazy?
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once, and they locked me up in this padded room with rats, lots of rats, they were rubber rats. and then i died in that room and they put me in this biiiiiig wooden box and burried me six feet underground. SIX FEET UNDER! and then came the worms. the worms drove me crazy.


Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 - 8:13 pm
and then came the coconuts
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!
so i don't know about you, but i know I'VE got a love-ly bunch of coconuts!


Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 - 8:12 pm
nifty yet?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?
so this is me trying to make for five entries to have on the blog preview page. nifty, eh?


Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 - 7:54 pm
wind's nocturne
wishing on a dream that seems far off
hoping it will come today.
into the starlit night,
foolish dreamers turn their gaze,
waiting on a shooting star.
but, what if that star is not to come?
will their dreams fade to nothing?
when the horizon darkens most,
we all need to believe there is hope.
is an angel watching closely over me?
can there be a guiding light i've yet to see?
i know my heart should guide me, but
there's a hole within my soul.
what will fill this emptiness inside of me?
am i to be satisfied without knowing?
i wish, then, for a chance to see,
now all i need < desperately >
is my star to come...


Sunday, Jan. 16, 2005 - 1:42 am
i'm under your spell
i lived my life in shadow
never the sun on my face
it didn't seem so sad though
i figured that was my place
now i'm bathed in light
something just isn't right

i'm under your spell
how else could it be...
anyone would notice me?
it's magick i can tell
how you've set me free
brought me out so easily

i saw a world enchanted
spirits and charms in the air
i always took for granted
i was the only one there
but your powers' shown
brighter than any i've known

i'm under your spell
nothing i can do
you just took my soul with you
you worked your charm so well
finally i knew
everything i dreamed was true
you make me believe

the moon to the tide
i can feel you inside

i'm under your spell
searching like the sea
brought to you so helplessly
i break with every swell
lost in ecstasy
spread beneath my Willow tree
you make me complete

you make me complete
you make me complete
i'm under your spell // 'tara', from buffy's once more with feeling


+ your eyes as we said our goodbyes +

last five
+ have you ever been crazy?
Friday, Apr. 29, 2005
and then came the coconuts
Friday, Apr. 29, 2005
nifty yet?
Friday, Apr. 29, 2005
wind's nocturne
Friday, Apr. 29, 2005
i'm under your spell
Sunday, Jan. 16, 2005

friends

listening to
+ please be careful with my heart // ricky martin ft. madonna
+ what am i to you? // norah jones
+ you're beautiful // james blunt
+ for you to notice // dashboard confessional
+ straitjacket feeling // the all-american rejects
+ without you // rent
+ only time // twelve girls band
+ rakuen // do as infinity
+ i'm movin' on // rascal flatts
+ so impossible // dashboard confessional
+ i should tell you // rent
+ i could not ask for more // edwin mccain
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ california (acoustic) // gone 'til november
+ na no hanabatake // do as infinity
+ creed // lullabye
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girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.